Day 227 of 365

Sunday 15th April

Okay, it's pretty safe to say I am beyond a little tired.

This week has really messed with my body clock. Working until 9pm not only affects the little social life I have, it means I stay up late doing work then have to wake up early to save the guilt of lying in. 

Sigh.

I cannot wait for the Summer. It's only 6 weeks or so off for me. That scares the hell out of me but at the same time, I cannot wait to wake up and have no worries. Infact, I pretty much long for that day.

I am the biggest worrier I know.

Seriously, it's starting to get a bit ridiculous. I stress way too much. I am a perfectionist. I take way too long to do something, especially Architecture related. Not cool. 

Anyway, if like me you're a worrier. You may enjoy this. 

 

In the meantime, I better be off, I have a busy day ahead and let me just say, the little critter of a baby woke up at 1am, screaming down the monitor. An hour later, my shoulder and arms were in tatters...I was cradling a baby who kept gazing into my eyes giggling, wide awake. The dread of his parents coming home and be confronted by a wide awake baby at 2am. I guessed they'd probably be a little tipsy too, so I am sure the last thing they wanted was to find me like they did.

Yup. It took an hour, he finally fell asleep, as I cradled him, gazing into the bright lights shining from the television, I guess it must have mesmerized him. Thank goodness. That was 'til his parents came in. Tipsy may have been an understatement and I was hid in the spare room, I watched as the Mum walked around the house trying to find me, I didn't want to shout as he'd just got to sleep. Then she saw me, that moment felt like forever. I am not kidding I have never held anything so heavy for a long period of time. Now, I am not new to the babysitting malarky but my goodness I have not a clue what that baby had eaten, with a neck the strength of steel and kicking feet to rival a donkey. Phew. It was over. It's not like me but, I felt a huge weight lifted off my shoulder as I in walked out of the house to hear the little screams of a crying baby, quite literally. I hope they got some sleep!

2.30am and I was finally in my car, heating on full blast, wishing I had matchsticks keeping my eyes open. Thankfully I only live a matter of minutes away! 

On another note, I really gotta go. My last day at home for six weeks, sob. 

Enjoy your Sunday

x