Day 153 of 365

Tuesday 31/1/12

Why.

How.

What.

Why.

Why do I do this to myself.

I paid to get into the club. I was having a great night, I got into the club, saw him.

Got a little emotional and five minutes later I left, alone, got a taxi home before midnight. 

What is happening to me?

Old age, surely not. 

Why oh why. 

Oh well. 

So other than that, it was a good night.

I had fun, maybe I should just come home when everyone goes to the club.

In other news, I am off home today.

Wahoo, jumping up, fist punching.

I am going home. 

I am going to get fed. I am going to sleep all day and in my mothers own words, 'be fed like a swallow'.

Make of that what you will but, to me this means I am going to be waited on hand and foot.

No change there but hey! 

Shhh. 

So, after downing a bottle of trusty coke at 5am this morning, staggering down the stairs in the pitch black, I woke up feeling fresh.

Given, a few hours later than 5am. 

Now to get the train home and be pampered, if it's only for half a day, I don't care. Just get me on that train.

How are you lovely lot.

Can you believe it's February tomorrow.

Scary.  

I am not quite sure what to make of it.

I feel as though I am on a conveyor belt and I am struggling to get off. 

This year has flown by.

Please slow down.

Anyway, song for today is... Home of course.

I have been annoyingly whistling this and singing non stop, wherever I am.

Apologies for anyone who has been subject to this. 

It's just a beautiful song.

I want to shout from the rooftops about this song, it's fantastic.

Home - Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros

Peace 

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